dun dun dunnn...

I cant post a poem today because I forgot my book at home and I stayed at my nanas because fam probs but yeah ill just tell you guys what's up. I cant wait for the weekend because bae is coming over and there's a Christmas bizarre and dance on Saturday and we're going to go as a couple ^-^ also I thought about posting on the weekend but I forgot, it's like I forget about this blog on the weekends ;-; but I was kinda sorta busy because me, my nana, my little brother, my best friend and my mom went to the Yukon (I mentioned in my last post) but my mom paints and she was selling her art there and in total she got $800 so im kinda happy about that but the next day was really shitty so im staying at my nanas for a couple days and yeah. that's what's going on atm.

Cassidy <3

I'm so tired I cant wait to start travelling. going to the Yukon for the night and i'm taking my best friend. I just want to sleep tbh haha and GET GOIING!

it had to come to this

you told me you were leaving

because I smoke cigarettes.

I stopped smoking in fear

of losing you forever

 

I went down by your place

to tell you that I broke my

bad habit.

 

I saw you pressing your

lips against someone new,

my walk home was lonely

and the only thing pressed

to my lips was a cigarette.

 

I guess its time to quit my

bad habit.

you.

just a short poem today guys..

I love the leaves that descend

in the fall after a summer

well spent, so I can pick

up the leaves and turn them

over to read stories of the

memories we've left.

guys go comment on my posts/poetry and tell me what you think! <3

maybe you guys can help me find a title for this one

 

I cannot find the moon tonight

and I cannot find you by my side

and I hope you remember

melting in this grass that warm

summer night and blowing

away the fine details in life.

 

funny how the tables turned

and funny how bruised hearts

never learn. funny how you

cried when I wrote you

poetry and here i am writing

poetry and crying within this

empty cloudy night.

 

 except this is not funny at all and

I think the moon left when

you made your final call.

so not impressed with everyone today ☻

in my shoes

I can't knock on a door,

or ask for extra napkins,

I can't call you and ask

how you are, I can't raise

my hand without the

fear of being wrong, I

can't hangout with new

people, I can't live my life.

 

Its like being in a cage

that's unlocked, I can get out

but I've trapped myself,

it's like wanting to have friends

but can't hangout, it's like

suffocating but you're still

breathing, it's not a way to live,

it's a way to die.

Today was very good. I finished my essay and my mom came over for lunch and we went to the book fair and bought some books <3 and now just waiting to go home because bae is staying over for the weekend ☺♥ ahh life is good. ♥

she & the moon

she's got an artist soul

a heart that cant stop beating

a brain that needs to know

and lips that seemed to be were made for loving.

her eyesight was inferior yet she

saw a great deal more than us

she played it off like she was shy

but if you opened your mind you'd

see her skin oozed lust.

yes she fits your perfect cliché,

of an odd girl who follows sunsets,

writes poetry and talks of leaving

someday.

she walks cracked sidewalks and

wonders if she's done the same her

mother does, wonders if her

mother ever put herself in harms

embrace to get over an adolescent boy

that could never return her love.

at night she walks the long way

home on a road she does not know

darkness leaves her uneasy and the night.

breeze reminds her she's alone but

since you've broke her sprinting heart

she spends her night seducing stars

and yes she used to be in love with you

but now she's married to the moon.

she's been pricked by splinters a dozen

or so times. so now she wears her

shoes outside.

though she loves the way a flame

sways at the flick of a lighter,

she became sick of burnt fingertips

and no longer plays with fire.

her nights have been filled to

the binge and overflowing with

tears she sobbed to the moon.

but she hasn't learned how to fall

out of love with you.



the best damn thing
although you are very

small and your kind have

existed in the universe

for only a short time,

you are an important part

of something very large

and very beautiful.

hey guys. just like It says in my bio i'm just gonna be posting my poetry and some of other peoples. you guys could also send me some of your own poetry and I will upload them onto my blog ☺ .I hope you all enjoy and ill keep you guys updated!